I don’t want to fall asleep at night knowing there’s so much more I could have done with my day. From writing more, to calling more clients, to telling one more person that I care about that I care about them. I want to exhaust ALL OF ME. Everyday. I want to collapse every night in bed like it’s the newest experience I’ve ever felt because my body needs only one thing at that moment. Not the desire to have done more, just sleep.
I don’t want to go to sleep knowing there could have been so much more that I could have done. Right now it’s 11:48 p.m., I have to be up at 5:30 a.m., but just as I closed my eyes, these words came to me. I do not want to miss out on a single opportunity of inspiration and life that Life offers me. Ever. I’m as tired as I can be right now. But I’m also as full as I could possibly be right now. I love my life. I love every aspect of it. My sometimes shattered broken past, my beautiful breathless right now, and my hopeful future. I have everything in this moment. Only this moment exists. Only this moment holds peace.
I’m gifted in music, teaching, writing, connecting with people, learning… and I will use every ounce of every gift that I have. The greatest gift I have is life. And I will use every ounce of life that I’ve got!
Your dreams are waiting for you. They won’t wait forever because you wont live forever.